You might have seen an article floating around recently about you have to fall in love three times. The first one is the innocent first love. The second one is a narcissistic love. The last one is your true love. I think this article is very on point. Only it took me to my 5th love. I’m not complaining because I found it.
I went through all kinds of stuff the last 2 years and I’m so proud of who I am and what I’ve become. I learned to see my weaknesses and embrace them to the point I can start working on fixing them. I am by no means perfect. I am not as weak as I thought I was. But I found the love for myself which I had lost.
I learned to clear clutter in my life. So much drama in friendships where I just can accept the settling people do. I can’t accept the let down people have of themselves. It is draining to me and a sore spot since I have spent so long fixing me.
I started to write a book about my dating blunders. I learned to laugh at what was going on around me instead of become upset. The pay off was March 3, 2016.
I met him.
The man that showed me true love.
The man that makes me smile with his silliness. The man that is just as obsessed over his passion as I can be. The first man to actually have the means to take care of me and my enjoyment of turning him down.
I took my first romantic vacations with him.
I feel true love being returned to me for the first time ever.
I am soooo in love. I am that annoying women that is always talking about how happy she is with her man. But it works with him. It’s so easy. In 9 months we have had one fight. It just flows.
I love this man for everything he is, everything he is working towards and everything he has succeeded with. I love that he makes me strive to be a better me. I’m going back to school. I joined an aquatic gym. I’m taking ceramics classes next month. I have girls nights. I have male friends. There is such a solid trust. It’s relaxing. Refreshing. ❤❤
So keep following my journey of my life and the love I have in my life with the one that I call my Panda